Tears are not really endless, they keep burning.
The pain is hard to explain.
I feel so very tired but sleep eludes me.
It is hard to breathe.
The T.V is on I can't understand the words,
trying to read a book and following the story is impossible.
Not wanting to speak or be spoken to,
No one understands really.
No two hearts beat the same.
Dim the lights and sigh your name ,
Knowing tomorrow I will still be be alone still.
The hours go by slowly.
My mind races, why didn't I...
too many things to think of
I feel there is no explaining how I feel.
My body feels weighted,
When you were here I was weightless!
Time flew past, nothing else mattered.
Alone I cry silent tears,
they have a mind of their own.
waiting for the day to start.
doing routine things.
Simple chores seem difficult.
Friends they try to help.
I love them for it,but my heart will not be consoled.
Not today , not likely tomorrow,
but someday I hope.
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