September so soon ?

I am in an almost bad mood. I am tired and bordering on crabby. I feel like I am rushing toward being annoyed, and want to figure out why. I think little things are just getting to me and I feel like writing till I get in a better mood.I like to write my feelings down ,somehow seeing some thoughts written out help me . I think sometimes seeing words puts things in better prospective. I don't know or care how it works but it usually minimizes the problems for me. I am tired and I haven't been sleeping well and tonight I am in some pain but I feel like not enough to make me feel bitchy. I feel like I am getting a head start on my seasonal feeling crappy , I don't say depression because depression is too strong a word. I wish we could have daylight savings time all year. I really hate it getting dark early. It's not even getting dark too early yet but I know it's coming. 

I hate starting something and having to stop then to go back to what I was doing,even if it's just something dumb like checking my face book or cooks.com-which is a great web site by the way. But it gets me crazy when I am obviously doing something and someone needs me right now . Lots of times I feel like it could wait but no, it has to be right fucken now.

I also stop doing what I am currently doing to do something else mainly so I don't forget to do it. I will say and I feel like I am being honest,This is why about half of what I do never gets finished. I know people that would disagree with that assessment,saying I am using that as an excuse not to finish things . To be honest maybe it holds some truth. The thing is sometimes I just get frustrated,and give up. like I am going to do with this entry.Why? Ironically it is because it's getting dark and I can't see the keyboard well enough and have to cross the room to turn on the light.Funny! I just noticed  that if you forget to space see the becomes seethe.....next.....