We just don't know when we will die.....

I do not know how much time I have left to live. Now don't go thinking I have some deadly disease because as far as I know I don't.One thing I do know is I am past the half way mark, I know I do not have as many years left to live as I have lived.No one knows how much time we have and what has me thinking about this so much today is that singer Amy Winehouse passed away yesterday. She joined that 27 club that no one should ever be a member of. She may have lived a sad life but left her beautiful music.
I spent a lot of years estranged from my half sister for reasons I don't even remember but i don't ever want to lose her again. I honestly don't know what people will think of me when I am gone.
It's kind of funny because people tend to remember the good things you have done and talk about the good times they had with the dearly departed. I feel like that's really bass-ackwards!
Why the hell why don't we reminisce with each other while we are here, It isn't going to matter a whole lot to me when I'm dead that you though I was nice. Show me now.

Life is too damn short,play checkers not chess. Text me back.
Oh this is not just about/for me. We should all stop taking each other for granted. Say goodnight ,I love you. We don't have a guarantee we will be here tomorrow all those campers that died in Norway thought they'd be having dinner the other night. They thought they'd be going home from camp.
Let's enjoy what time we have left let's try not to gouge each others hearts out just because we can say sorry tomorrow...it may not come.
I want to try to be a better person. To give with out expecting anything back ( I think I do this pretty well).
Tell someone 'good job", don't think it then leave it unsaid.
Strangers too ,if they hold the door for you. If they show you where the electronics department is say "thank you". Say "you're welcome ",say "please", sometimes these little things can make a big difference . We don't know what's going on in anyone else life .It really does not take time to be nice and it cost you nothing,it may make the short time we share on this planet better. Make it a habit to do a kind act. If you ask 'how are you" listen for an answer. Don't be the one who right after you look in the casket, say's I never told him/her I love them. Do it! Life is short. For some like Amy Winehouse way too short.
Brother I miss you but you did know I loved you. Gotta go I want to text my kids g'nite,I love ya!