I just want to scream!! I am frustrated ,and sad and, so damn tired.If I live to be 100 ( I won't but that is ok) I will never understand how people can inflict pain upon one and other with out so much as a thought about what their actions are doing. Even no action is an action!! The tears keep building in my eyes, and all I want ,funny I do not even know what I want.I want to go somewhere pretty. A park or a nature trail. their closed and I am too tired anyways.
I want to think about NOTHING! NO one, not even myself. I want to feel the quiet. see the flowers and blue skies.
I wish I could turn off all the hurt in the world .
I want mother's little boys to be read to in their beds, not to be found in a neighbors freezer. I want young women to be texting with their friends,not found in a mass grave in a deserted strip along the parkway by the beach. They should be going to the beach not buried there by a monster. I want little girls to pick clovers in the woods not to be found as "remains" what a hateful word that is.
I want dogs to be rescued by little boys and girls who kiss their heads and name them silly names (like rover or sunshine). I need something, anything that seems cheerful if only for a minute. But I'm hot and tired and need to start what will likely be another restless nights sleep.
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