I really don't know what to do about the holidays. I have lost my Christmas spirit.For the first time in my life I feeling hopeless about getting it back.I miss my younger daughter who will ne home for Christmas . That alone should have a huge impact on my feeling happy about the holidays. But all I feel is worried. Worried about so many things I feel bogged down in worry.I have no idea what I can get as gifts that the girls actually want ,that I can afford to buy.I haven't got 1 gift yet.I am trying to get the house clean its hard without cooperation . I don't want help I just want to be left alone to do the work I want to get done.I am trying to get cheerful but as soon as i do another problem arises . I still have no gifts and no idea or time to get anyone anything the want and not to top the list Of things I cant afford my puter gots some weird virus or worm its a srupid blue line that wont let me sign into mail and things like that. If you any Idea on what it could be help....