Rainy day-It feels good!

Some days despite the weather,the day seems pretty nice. It's cloudy, windy and humid out,sounds gross but it seems nice to me. Maybe it's just the quiet that makes it nice. I  am the kind of person that sometimes enjoys some quiet time with my thoughts. Sometimes I'll read a book! It is November first already! I hardly believe it. I will say as you get older, time goes by  even faster.A cloudy day is a good excuse to sit inside and watch the weather through the window. I feel pretty calm today and that's nice. I have been feeling stressed out and the grey weather seems to have a calming effect on me today! 

The weather today is calming ,and it reminds me of days spent walking across the Brooklyn Bridge, or on a beach boardwalk.I don't always have a calm day,I can not  express how good it feels. I am not too much of a worrier . I do have my moments ! I worry even though I know it does no damn good. It will not effect the outcome of what I've been  worried about. I've had more than my share of 3.a.m. pointless pacing.mostly worried about things that turned out alright.

That's why I hate 3 a.m. It's too early to stay up , there is no one to call . The clock moves so damn slow,when you worry! I will end this with my calm feeling and enjoying the grey clouds out the window. No worries for now just blessed calm. Thanks!