First let me start with how deep my love for you goes. I can not imagine anything you could do that would ever stop me from loving you. My heart aches when you are sad,and burst with pride at your accomplishments.I have not cried harder or laughed harder then I have with/for you.Sometimes when I am alone and it's quiet I think of memories of days gone by. I like to look at photos of you ,even if you hate them.I love them because they are of you and I have a warm feeling remembering the days they were taken.
I have bragged to friends about you ,and have told stories of how funny you are.There were many times that I spent wishing a day wouldn't end, or a moment in a day could stay a little longer.
Oh, I know there are the crap days when we can barely stand each other, but I get through them by knowing that we love each other.. I also know it is a passing thing, where the love I feel for you is forever and will still be here when I am not. I don't believe love dies, I believe as long as there is a memory and a spot in a heart that love continues on.
I don't understand how some people say they don't love someone anymore. I don't recall ever stopping loving those I loved.
Love is not a simple thing for me.I don't give it away. It is more important to me than that.
I have been lied to by people I still love, I don't give up on people even if they hurt me.I can't help who I love it is like having my left arm, it's just there.
I love some people as soon I meet them, and others take time but when I love them it doesn't change. Time does not change how I feel.
If there is someone I haven't seen in years it does not mean I have lost love for them.It just means I miss them.
I will say if i did not like a person that can change.I have given people 2nd an 3rd chances to get to know them.
When I really have a dislike for some people ,the 1st impression can be lasting. I believe I have a good judge of character,and some of my first impressions have been spot on. I can tell a liar and a thief when I see one maybe it is because I have known quite a few. Shame on me if I did not learn from the past.
I want you to know if I didn't like someone it was likely because of a feeling of distrust I felt and remember the times I was right!
I do not judge others by race, religion ,size, or who they love . Remember I have always said ( got it from my Dad) "if you hang out with shit you're going to stink!". I do not believe education comes solely from books and people should not be judged by their education or lack there of.Some of the wisest people I have known did not make it past elementary school and some some idiots that had college degrees.
Don't be afraid to love.Don't judge others. Be fair, even when others are not, Be the bigger person. Let someone else be right.
Put out you hand when someone is down, help them up.
You have two ears and one mouth use them wisely. Spread compliments when you can.
You'll be surprised how good it can make you feel.When you're wrong admit, it when you are right shut up.( I know and a million other old sayings.
Look at the stars sometimes and remember me .I really think they are beautiful. My grandma (Smith) said if you look at the full moon you'll get moonstruck! My other Grandma said (to Kevin)when we were dating , "you can wait here while we get groceries and read the paper if you want,just don't shit on the walls. " I love her and she has been gone a long time.
The most important thing is even after I'm gone I still love you!
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