Some days I wonder why I feel so stressed out.Today I am stressed and angry and sad and confused.I haven't been blogging in such a long time but I think I want to try because it helps me. Silly but writing down what I am feeling can sometimes help me feel better even if it does not fix the cause. The last couple of days I felt like I couldn't breathe-not literally,but more like I couldn't catch a breath between thoughts.I always feel the need to "fix" things; things beyond my control.I want to do things for my family and I can't get anything done and if it is done somehow it is not right. An example-Seems to me I have been doing laundry since I was 10 and though I have screwed up on occasion-pink underwear (-for my husband) I am careful.I wash in cold dry medium-warm on perm press!But now I am shrinking everything and pilling stuff . Is it me? What the hell am I doing wrong ?I also make dinner- I used to love it. I still do like to cook but no one tells me what they want so I choose and 9 times out of 10 they don't want what I make and it sits in the fridge in individual plates covered with saran wrap till I through it out but God forbid I don't make dinner!!!I am a traditional housewife and used to enjoy doing things for my family but lately not so much.
A short time ago I started writing short stories I enjoyed it and may write on here.
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