October

I wonder all the time why things seem to be so hard. I try to do the right thing. I am so not the smartest person,but I am not stupid.Things just do not seem to go well for me. Some people seem so lucky!But I think we can really never know what others are going through.They just seem lucky.I wish I could do more for my family but I can't .Things just are not possible. I hate when people say if you believe it you can do it. I can't make myself younger.I can't seem to find a job at my age ;at the hours I need; that I have transportation to.I need to find a way.Soon. I feel desperate.I really feel lost.like I have hit a wall. There is no turning back or going forward.I can't write any more now.:) Denise