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Friday, November 17, 2006

Almost Thanksgiving!!!!I guess I should go buy the turkey unless I am serving it raw and semi- frozen.Did that once sorta....cold on the bottom dried out breast. Sounds like an old woman ....Ok!! I thought it was totally defrosted. At least i didn't leave the innards package in the bird-- well there was that one time... but that was a chicken, and it wasnt Thanksgiving and the pizza place did deliver...
Almost Thanksgiving! I feel like this should be filled with happy sentimental thoughts. But I am not feeling that way at all. I do have a lot to be Thankful for and I really don't want to gripe.I feel kind of pathetic. I feel Like having a pity party. Do you get balloons for a pity party?
I feel like saying to heck with Thanksgiving.I don't feel a solitary holiday feeling at all.I feel like curling up with a book and staying in bed maybe, it's just today.Maybe by Thursday I will feel Like stuffing a turkey or baking a pie.I do enjoy cooking. I just don't know if I feel like it.I guess it'd feel better if we could sit as a family together, and I'd really like it. Even if it is just the 3 of us.
Growing up I remember Thanksgiving was nice.My family prepared the dinner and ate together.We would watch whichever movie came on(usually march of The Wooden Soldiers) and it just seemed like we all got along - at least for the day. We were no Leave it to beaver family but we did love each other. I must of seen" March of the Wooden Soldiers", "Wizard of Oz", "Mr.Magoos a Christmas Carol" and It's a wonderful life a hundred times.
I can still cry at all of these movies.Yes even Mr. Magoo( as Scrooge) gets some tears when he is left at boarding school and sings that heart breaking song ."if there's a hand for each hand in the world, Why dont my fingers reach..." .
All in black and white , I didnt even know the OZ part was in color!!!But it was funny that it did look different.I did IMAGINE it in color.They are Still 3 of my favorite films.Well I will try to cheer me up . maybe some hot chocolate (or a hot chocolate float!) kellynbreesmom

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